A Big Fat One

I am in the hills,
far from shops
and have tobacco
for one thin fag.


It will be
a full day
or two
before I 
buy more.


Then I'll make
a big fat rolly


to suck deep on


to feel the rasp
of smoke on lung
to savour the rush
of drug in blood


And it's all I can think on,


the big fat one.