Each time we meet I sniff her shoulder A safe place to greet her A safe place to smell She reminds me of love Those scents I inhale Those life saving hugs but I’m scarred of these now She wants to see me To know who I am But what does she see? I give all that I can And so for excitement And to share our night And so to cement us And for the moonlight We stumble drunk, uphill, To midnight mountain we go Holding hands still and Drinking wine while it flows And we stop at the top And talk many things Then tumble and drop, back homeward, clinging Homes walls hold me Scold me and beat me But with her with me of my memories I’m free And so back to Becky to the things that we do or did when carefree, but now, are we through? Her hand’s always cold But what of her heart? Such feet, I’m so old, and Her ears, where to start? We cwtch like it’s food And explore the flesh in delicious mood Loving each caress We sometime brush over Breast or belly or bum A fumble under covers then The suns dawning comes Now her nails paint my torso Fingers trace out her travels I shiver and buck so but She stops at my navel As we are friends, just friends Sleeping now, like puppies Her warm body bends, so, Mine follows, I’m happy And no, we don’t fuck And I love her for that I love my good luck but I’m sad for this fact And her friends, Dewi, Ben, Alyn, Chris and Bowen She shares this with them She spreads her love thin But what's new now her face has changed she's looking at me differently. And now a kiss mouth juices flowing sluice gates open tongue flicking, teeth biting. And I can't stop my hand from going there from toe tip to crown her body she shares And sucking at nipples I see her flushed chest she's panting and mewing it's no time to rest She starts as my fingers find her hot spot And I want to dig in I want the lot And she relaxes as I Back off from that space just stroking its outer eyes fixed on her face it's all just changed I've fallen in love I want her to love me She gives me a shove And I don't pressure I want this to remain innocent and lovely she's made me tame and four hours pass of kissing and rubbing then we get up and I leave, heart singing But she said as I left this can't happen again and I try to ignore this not wanting such pain and so we go on friends in love teasing each other nightly sleeping together and no, we don't fuck and I love her for that I love my good luck but I'm sad for this fact.